Tuesday, September 13, 2016

is that is

Once I saw
the sky burn.
Assuming everyone did that.
They don't I learned
later.
I can still see the sky burn
trees glowing
a soft arc of light.
Anxieties
ripping against the soft fleshy skin
of realness.
"not today" I might say
that's not right
to bring it all back down.
Away from the sky
that you cannot follow
back to earth
where feet are staying.
Listen instead to 
the wind in the trees as you
work
the soft mutter of chewing animals
smell the grasses
the musk of bucks
the real things that bring you back.
Small feet running
Little Hands laughing.
Chew the apple
break the bread.
Those small reminders
of
what is real
against what isn't.
The bread reminds you the sky isn't 
burning.
The hooves remind you the voices aren't there.

Saturday, September 10, 2016

I can
better now- clearer
sometimes breathing better.
Adjustments of
small things
with larger
imPACT-
adjustments
never really certain
"Lets keep you on this one first"
she says.
"I really want it to work for you."
My teeth feel more
focused.
Focused
like light in the glass.
The yeLLing
biting visions
blurrier now
with less
of a bite
wary of their return
watching wary
with feet treading water
what will bring them back?
Careful steps
smaLL steps.
Small bites before the fading sun
as the gray returns to this place.
When the gloom holds
body, holds
mind.
Small steps with large teeth
to hold a cold sun
for a winter again.
Braving changes alone
but with small helps
words to share
on a screen
grateful still
for small comforts.