update.

We live in a city with a funny name.

I thought I was doing ok this weekend..and then I have a crippling, horrifying panic attack in the car and at the pumpkin patch in front of the girls and Matt. I feel like I ruined all the fun. :( All because I hallucinated in the fucking car.

I hate living like this.

Today.

I cant handle this anymore.

FUCK.

Weird.

We had some weird times this summer.

hm.

It's a day off.

It's been a while.

Over a month actually.