jawWEight

I lost them for a while.
those colors of before.
The long lingering, jaw savored
colored noises; lost for a while
in doing doing, doing lifes patterns
work loss and grimey sleepy eyes to rub
breast help up
heart pushed down
self lost
while LittlLE Hands reaches up, up out
and forward.
Watching as I do
they slowly return as she creepyCrawls
her colors her own
my own faded, but slowly.. lingerlurk
jaws waiting;
eyes watching, watching
the moment coming, and going and coming again
sometimes lost to emotion, other times
to dull pixelated noises
while watching dust gather on eyes not my own
weather calling; other places
reaching
changing;
all things changing.
To what end?
remains to be seen. prescience.
Lacking for the moment.
For now, winging it, jawing it
the weight as yet untested.