February, already

She seems off tonight.

I miss you.

I feel it today.

The Sky is still Open.

The sky is still open.
I'm telling myself that.

Lately.

It's been hard lately.

Briefly.

http://oncorhynchusdancinginthestars.tumblr.com/post/167977172150/brief

Fuck.

October leading in to
November has been
some serious ass.
But we're making small steps to being
back to normal.
New chemicals
while you look for
new employment.
We can do this
we say.
And I want to believe this.
I do believe it.

Nose exhalation.

It came this morning.