A brief moment of serenity.

She was watching a movie.

It's frustrating.

We had friends come by today.

update.

We live in a city with a funny name.

I thought I was doing ok this weekend..and then I have a crippling, horrifying panic attack in the car and at the pumpkin patch in front of the girls and Matt. I feel like I ruined all the fun. :( All because I hallucinated in the fucking car.

I hate living like this.

Today.

I cant handle this anymore.

FUCK.

Weird.

We had some weird times this summer.